Quantification
For the past two months I have been searching for some sort of quantification for what I feel, as if putting some numbers together might help me make sense of everything, or as if my circumstances could be modeled as an engineering problem from one of my textbooks.
But the reality is that life is more than just a few data sets and equations. There is no number system that can capture the amount of pain I continue to be in, how much I miss her or how difficult I find all of this.
It seems odd to me that it took me so long to come to that realization.
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